Lord do I please you?

Trying to find the praise from the people I know

Continually breaking down the world you withhold

Begging, pleading, Cant you hear me

Don't you see

All this work I have done, is it not good enough for thee?

Am i an imposture?

Do i disappoint?

I have all this stress Lord, WHERE is my break point?

I haven't been living the life I've cried I would commit

But my friends think I'm legit

see this tattoo, see this verse?

I fool them with my whit

Always trying to show my Christian hospitality

Who I am

What I do

Telling myself the satisfaction is from You.

Look at my hands

Look at my feet

Where have I let god carry me?

Have I been to the sick? Have I been to the poor?

Or have I turned my cheek and ignored

Do i use a highlighter and choose the lines I want to read

Or do i live by each verse, even the ones I mislead.

I am not who God calls me to be

How on earth have we strayed becoming the people of greed

Doubting, Hating, Not committing

Jesus came and gave EVERYTHING

He gave his life

For ME

Am I worthy

Daughter of a king

For such a holy thing

I must get up and be born again

For I see the light and I can hear the hymns

I am so close yet so far away

I must be the image of Christ or my destruction will replay

I'm taking a stand

to be the person I need to be

No more lies to myself or the righteous King

I want to stand before my God and be pure as snow.

& have Christ reflect upon me so much that I appear to glow

I want my relationship so strong, no chain can hold me down

kneeling before my Father, heart pouring out to the point where I drown

So ill ask again, with my heart pure

To my Savior, who i adore

Lord, Do I please you?